I'm no hero...never was

PS3 is back

2009-12-12T03:40:13Z

Posting this shit everywhere, so fucking stoked.

Only cost me about 25 bucks.

Arizona

2009-09-17T22:40:04Z

There is not incredibly too much to post about Arizona, its been a nice time away. Going to the mall to do that japanese photobooth thing, play Tatsunoko vs. Capcom, and to just get away. But I feel that too much time away.. I donno. When I get back school starts back up and I'll have to start working again. Actually looking forward to work because it will keep me distracted. Trying to find something to do for two weeks in a house that isn't yours can become difficult over two weeks.

I've managed to beat Tales of Symphonia: Dawn of the new world for wii, and I started up Okami but I don't think I'll finish it over the next few days. Been playing Dissidia a lot and it being one of the only portable games that I brought with me. Already logged 60+ hours into it so I'll probably be done with that when I get back. Seeing how a few other games are waiting at Hollywood like Scribblenauts, and Disgaea 2. Also need to pay my dad back when I return.. I can't wait to get home but then the responsibilities pursue.

It's been a good vacation though, one I haven't had in quite sometime. I am grateful for Mandie inviting me to come with her. Sure there are bumps in the road when being with one person for two weeks but everyone has their differences. Been trying to tan while I'm here. Starting to learn that I'm too impatient to tan. Only 5 days left until we take the plane back to Seattle. Its gonna be nice to go back to the crappy weather of Washington, the nice cold weather I enjoy.

PAX and Arizona update

2009-09-07T20:08:42Z

PAX updeet: Borderlands was pretty fun, had to wait an hour or so to play it. Got a Borderlands shirt and poster. The tactician looks pretty badass, they get a turret that they can set down that attacks enemies and works as a distraction so they enemies will attack the turret and not you. I got to play as the bigger guy, his special seemed to be punching the shit out of things. Which was pretty fun. Everyone else was gunning guys down while I ran up and punched them. I didn't understand what was fully going on, but it was damn fun. Another two people were playing together shooting each other, then later got in a tank and started blowing the shit out of enemies. Was worth the wait. I'll have pictures of swag and the booth up when I get back from Arizona.

Lost Planet 2 surprised me. I wasn't a big fan of Monster Hunter, but Lost Planet 2 was pretty damn fun. Think Monster Hunter, but with guns. Taking out giant monsters with a 4 player online co-op. The one that we played against was the smallest and it was pretty fuckin huge. I might have to purchase this game when it comes out.

No More Heroes 2 was awesome. The swag from the booth was NMH2 toilet paper with pictures of Travis and the other characters from the first and second game. Punching and kicking people has changed. Its almost like some of the Dynasty Warriors games, where you'll attack with the beam saber twice then do a drop kick. Attack three times and then do a hard punch for the melee. Then didn't have any of the grab moves on there but it definitely boosted my NMH excitement. I am kinda sad that I didn't bring the first NMH with me to Arizona.

Tatsunoko vs. Capcom plays a lot like MvC2. I was not able to select my character because the previous player on my side won. Can't wait to try the full version when it comes out here. I'm not sure if they've announced the 4 new characters exclusive to the US but they should be gorgeous.

Resident Evil 5 on PC is worth it if you have the computer able to play it. Playing it in 3D at 130-170 FPS looked really good and it makes me sad that the PS3 wasn't running that smoothly. The mouse was a bit too sensitive but I am sure if would be fine if the settings were altered.

I was unable to pay Scribblenauts because there were so many damn people crowding the booth. Tried waiting to play God of War III but each demo seemed to take quite sometime and there was a lot of people in front of me. There was a lot of games I wanted to try like Left 4 Dead 2, Diablo III, Starcraft II, and a few more but I just didn't have the patience to wait in line for them.

The thing that made PAX for me was playing House of the Dead 4 at Gameworks with Rocco from Mega 64. I was dressed up as Scott Pilgrim for their booth and they said I looked like a hotdog or Ronald McDonald's son. Was pretty badass. Seeing them in person was really strange, Brittney agreed with me. After watching them on youtube so often ung. I donno, was really cool to meet them though.

I didn't think I would of enjoyed the Rooster teeth panel as much as I did. It was really funny to watch them sit on stage and drink beers that a fan gave them.

Seemed like one of the main missions for PAX was to just get as much free shit as you could. Which was pretty entertaining. we were talking later that screaming SWAG! is like another word for steal. Go swags someone stuff. After the resident evil 5 party we talked how it could be a word used for dirty things like "I just got done swagging the shit out of my girlfriend". Swag off asshole! It works for just about anything, kind of like the smurfs.

The Resident Evil 5 party was entertaining, kind of a let down though. Thought there was going to be more computers to play on. So when we first got there we awkwardly stood around looking for something to do. I left and came back later and got a Tricell ID badge with my face on it. Which was pretty aresome. Matt and Heather got zombied up at the majinji booth.

When I left the RE5 party I went to the Freezepop concert with Mandie. As we were standing on the side I saw Kyle a little bit into the crowd. So I decided to scoot over and by doing that I guess I stirred up some nerd rage. Me, being tall and all I guess I blocked some peoples views. The said "keep going" and I told them to scoot forward. So it was semi-awkward the whole concert because I knew nerd rage was right behind me. And when the people in the front told us to scoot back he stuck is elbow out to jab into my back. Then the guy next to him said "Dude they're pushing the crowd back" and he stopped. Fucking stupid nerd ragers. xD But I stood in front of them most of the concert so whateva.

I'm probably forgetting something because I feel that I always do so if I did someone who went to PAX please remind me and I'll update that on here too.

Then as for Arizona, Matt took us the the airport Sunday morning. We got there got to our place where we were told to go and it turned out that they changed it without telling us. So our plane left at 12:20 and it was 12:13 or so when Mandie went to go ask why hasn't anyone boarded the plane yet. Turns out that we were supposed to go to C16 instead of D3 and no one fucking informed us. So we had to book it across the airport and we were the last ones to make it on the flight, with the captain right behind us. God damn airport. I got to drive the car of the future, the Prius. Its really strange driving an automatic, especially one like that. Its really easy to get used to though. Wouldn't mind getting one for myself one of these days. So now I'm gonna be here for two weeks or so. So if anyone wants to play Brawl or Animal Crossing hit me up.

Update

2009-05-16T00:43:38Z

I almost never update my LJ so I thought I'd give it a shot. I just finished reading the fifth Scott Pilgrim comic. I cannot wait for the last one to come out! Not sure how the movie will turn out but I'm hoping for the best. I usually come here to bitch and I haven't really had a reason to lately so this will just be a post to say how I'm doing. Sex Bob-omb is the band that Scott Pilgrim is in. Quite aresome if I do say so myself.

Well everything finally feels like its falling back into place. Everything feels right how it is right now. Who would of thought Mandie's mom going away for a month and us coming back from the con would cause everyone to be semi-living together for a while. An interesting experience if I do say so my self. The only reason why I wouldn't want to move out because I wouldn't have a place I could go to if I wanted to get away. I guess growing up that kind of disappears. Its time to grow up and deal with reality face to face. I need to start a decent sleeping schedule and start working out so that my body is actually in shape. It may look good but it has terrible stamina. As long as I can keep myself out of trouble and not make an ass of myself I think I'll be fine.

Went to the pokemon tournament in seattle and got whooped the first round. Was a fun time though. Was on Heather's birthday and we went around the town with her ma. Speaking of Seattle gonna go visit Jesse soon. Haven't seen him in dayyyys. Kinda curious what will happen when everyone gets their permanent jobs and such. Will we all still be friends or what? Time will tell. I am always so curious how the future will turn out. Just to get a peek at what will come in five years would be really interesting. But it would change my perspective and make life boring, to know what will happen with no surprises. I guess thats what deja vu is for, to let you know that you're meant to be doing what you are. All of our lives are planned, at least thats what I believe.

Haven't had too much time to sit around on my ass and play video games all day. I miss being able to do that. But thats what summer is for. Hopefully I'll get another job so I can start making some decent money over the summer. Gonna try to squeeze a road trip in to make it interesting. These are the years of my life. I'm supposed to be living life to its fullest. Once I get that job that I'll be working at the rest of my life there won't be as much time to slack off as I can now. Just need to pass my classes get that shit over with and finally move out. Not gonna move out until I'm 22. Kind of sad seeing how many people have moved out already/moved back/and out again. Can't wait to see where I move out to.

I'm gonna go play some games before work, hope you're all trying to live life to its fullest too.

Post pizzost

2009-03-22T20:01:40Z

Haven't posted in a while but I just picked up Pokemon platinum. I've been playing a lot of RE5 and am pretty close to finishing professional.

Just had a birthday party at my house and it was pretty entertaining.

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=54446489

After I play platinum for a bit we should all play online ;o

Aki con and other business

2008-11-10T13:52:38Z

I haven't posted in days, and seeing how Jesse just made a post I should too >->

So for the past week or so there has been a lot of cosplay work. For Aki con that was in Everett right next to 'kasans work. I had originally planned to do Minato from Persona 3 the whole con but seeing how the wig didn't come by friday I wasn't able to do him on that day. =/ So I decided to do classic Kakashi but with the Anbu Kakashi wig. Looks quite a bit better than my old wig. The second we get there we attempt to get our badges and get whored by everyone. Finally get our badges and wander around for a bit. Surprisingly there isn't shit to do on friday. But we do hang out with Hitsu, Freya, and everyone. It was nice to finally meet everyone who Mandie has been talking about.

I am pretty sure I got most of their names down, nick names anyways. Not seeing with Kakashi sucks. I forgot how bad it was. and I got a bunch of crap about dying. I thought he was gone for sure but I read the new chapter and no worries yo. Ung.. will rant about non con things in a bit. Not much really happened Friday. Kaku Naru was aresome. I thought the Brawl tourney was at 7PM on saturday so I didn't have too many worries. Until I closely read the schedule noticing that it was at 7AM.. 7 in the fucking morning. We ended up going to Denny's and there was this.. lady there who wasn't wearing much. Was kinda odd to see that in.. so called public. Yet it WAS 2 in the morning. Then the lady at the front desk commented that I'm pretty tall. Which I got A LOT at the con. She then went on about how I'm a tall glass of water. And if any of the ladies with me has taken a sip.. I think we went back to Mandie's sometime that day and ended up staying up until 8AM for the tourney. Which I lost the first match.. but I learned a lot about Snake. Mandie didn't seem too up for it but she stuck around which was nice.

We probably got the most sleep after the tourney and when we woke up at 2. I am getting a lot of this mixed up. But .. oh! I went home friday night. My Minato wig came in. So we went to go get that. or.. something. But the wig came so we finished up the Minato costume when we woke up satuday. Thats it.. okay. 2PM saturday we wake up and make the finishing touches on Minato and Mandie.. worked on something else. Not 100% sure what it was. I have terrible memory. So I got Minato goin on. We went to the dating game that Hitsu and them were hosting. They said they'd pick me to go up but I was too much of a wuss to stand up. I really need to get rid of that anti-social aspect that I have. It was entertaining though. Hearing Chris talk about his balls.. We weren't there for that long Saturday. Got there around 5ish and hung out. Then our 'kasan came to pick us up so we could see HSM on ice. Which was pretty entertaining <-<; Made the con all the more exciting. We ended up leaving at around 11 or so Saturday.

Waking up at 5AM on Sunday to go to the Soul Caliber 5, I mean.. Soul Calibur 4 tournament. There was only one other guy there when I showed up. A few more signed up later. Didn't seem like any of them played before so I felt kinda bad goin' against em. Ended up winning though and got a free Aki Con t-shirt out of it which I was thinking about buying later. After that we got breakfast at Mceedees. The lady at the window asked if we were going to church. xD Since Mandie was wearing her Sakura outfit and I was wearing my Minato suit. Decided to make a lil' recording on Minato's MP3 player. I wasn't too sure how else to upload it so you can download it if you want to listen. o3o

http://www.fileden.com/files/2008/11/9/2180726/VOICE001.WAV

Thinking about it now the con was pretty uneventful. For being its first time though it was understandable. I had a blast though and bought some cool things. Disgaea art book, Chocobo rubber ducky, another flexable halo figure, and a Yoshi for me ma. Next time I'll make sure to get more rest. xD I wanted to stay for closing ceremonies but it was way later. I wanted to get some AMVs in too but I didn't wanna wait for each DVD to get changed. I'm impatient and semi OCD?

Non related con stuff. Every thing I'm reading or watching has to do with death. Its really fuckin' depressing. Only thing that isn't is Bleach. And I've finally come to not run away from my problems. Just deal with them and try to stay positive. Running away only made myself look like an ass and I made many mistakes. But now by making those mistakes I can improve upon them.

It's legit.

Falling apart?

2008-09-03T06:42:07Z

"Here's a thought for every man
Who tries to understand what is in his hands
He walks along the open road of Love & Life
surviving if he can

Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
Chained to all the places that he never wished to say
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
and as faced the sun he cast no shadow

As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride

Here's a thought for every man
Who tries to understand what is in his hands
He walks along the open road of Love & Life
surviving if he can

Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
Chained to all the places that he never wished to say
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
and as faced the sun he cast no shadow

As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride

And as he faced the sun he cast no shadow"

Some parts of that song are kinda how I'm feeling.

Well fuck.

I.. am glad that I'm stronger than I am. Sabishii ne. It sucks being so selfish. Just want someone to be there. Ya got friends but .. I'm repeating myself from previous post. I'm needy. Yet I make mistakes. How can you want something that you'll probably demolish? Ohhh man. I envy B. Being able to talk to someone he really cares about and they'll listen to everything you say and take it into consideration. Always got my LJ.

They have this new thing at work, where pretty much all of our best customers who have a .. subscription you could call it. To our store is getting fucked over. And its sad seeing all of our customers leave. Like the foreign family the Lagarde's. Donno why but I really like them and they canceled their MVP today. Made me pretty sad. Makes me semi-hate my job for all the shit that corporate pulls with our customers. Kinda throws me into a small depression. I really want to get college over with and get the hell out.

Well.. I need to stay strong and not hurt anyone. Selfish ways will not be good for others in the end.

Hoping..

2008-08-21T20:49:26Z

That my marriage won't be like my parents.

I really wouldn't want to come home just knowing that my wife and I would be fighting about something really meaningless. I'll make sure that it'll be different.

bob_omb @ 2008-07-29T22:42:00

2008-07-30T05:42:21Z

Cali here I come.

Leaving tomorrow.. so fucking stoked.

bob_omb @ 2008-07-18T04:29:00

2008-07-18T11:31:02Z

Dark Knight was so fucking good.

I don't give a shit whether any of you like Batman or not. Get off your asses and go view one of the most beautiful things you'll ever witness.

Dreams..

2008-07-14T14:50:21Z

I had a dream the other day that I was looking for Paprika on blu-ray. It was at a place that felt like an anime convention. Some copies went up to 88 fuckin' bucks. "I should of just gotten it in Canada" I was thinking to myself.

Then the other dream that I just had.. I somehow obtained this really expensive ring. We had this small organization that was trying to cash the ring in and when one of the people tried to that certain bank captured the person. There was this small play going on at the moment too and the stage was really strange. To get backstage it curled into a backstage where you had to crouch down. There was some small drawers where we stored the ring in. Out of no where I was in charge of lights.. (Some of the team memebers I remember were Jesse, Brit, and Soleil.) Soleil told me out of nowhere that I was in charge of lights for the play. "Once Santa gets on stage you NEED to turn the light on" So the play goes on and I fuck up the light switch a few times but no one seems to notice. The elves in the play started acting up so I run out and hold one going "Fuck!" and the Santa stops and looks at me saying "What did you just say??" Now that I think about it, it seems like we were set up to get caught during that show. I go and grab the ring and start running. So many people are after me. I start running with a group of people and they turn and notice that I'm running with them "Isn't that Dan?" the other person replies "Yeah." So they try to catch me as we're running through this factory of cardboard boxes. Some people I haven't seen in quite a while from school, relatives, all chasing me. I didn't have a connection with some of the people from school chasing me either. I finally escape back to the stage and go in the little under area using my blue tooth to call Jesse and tell him where I'm at and that I Have the ring. Soleil was down there and gave me a kiss good luck. I guess we were together again or somethin'. When I go back out there are quite a few people waiting for me, I end up escaping them and getting a plane ticket and put the ring in a meatloaf that would later be shipped to me. I remember another part of that dream where we're all outside by a cherry blossom tree. The ring group was all hanging out, I think that must of been before we obtained the ring.

Such a unique dream.. on another note. I keep waking up at 7-9 over the past few days. Its usually hard to fall back asleep. I have no idea why I keep waking up this early. Its nice though. My nose won't stop running. ;-;

Its no surprise to me I am my own worst enemy

2008-07-10T10:28:16Z

Whelp this may sound kinda odd but I keep almost any note I'm given. Not sure why but I just went through them. I wanted to go to bed at 1AM but it looks like that didn't turn out well. My fingers smell like delicious fruit and its unsettling. Still have the one of Jessica admitting that she likes me. Not sure why but it made me kinda sad. To think that it was over 5 years ago. Making an LJ post because I haven't made one for daaayys. Mandie you wrote me so many notes over the years. And they were greatly appreciated. For that I was able to remember that something was lost that can never be recovered in 05' when I was 17. I'm thankful for what we had but its over now. We'll eventually be able to talk as friends again.

Have no idea what I want right now. Sitting here listening to three songs over and over, Please tell me why, Hero, and How far we've come. I really want my trip to get here so I can have sometime away to think and relax. Need to get back to that point of being single is okay. I was so content then. That smell.. I was rehearsing the bebop quotes to myself half of the day at work because it was so slow.

"There once was a tiger striped cat, this cat died a million deaths, revived, and lived a million lives and he was owned by various people who he really didnt care for. The cat wasnt affraid to die. Then one day the cat became a stray cat, which meant he was free. He met a white female cat, and the two of them spent their days together happily. Well years passed and the white cat grew weak, and died of old age. The tiger striped cat cried a million times, and then he died too.. Except this time.. he didnt come back to life.."

For those of you who haven't seen that episode. To think that so many years have gone by since I've met you all. So crazy. Might of said it back then of "I wonder what we'll all be doing in 5 years." And here we are. Still wondering where we'll be in the next five years. I just want to become famous and be well known. To make sure people know I exist. Make a statement in the world ya know?

Quite a while ago suicide popped back into my head but was quickly washed away with thoughts of reality. It was just a REALLY bad day. Nothing was going my way and I took the day off from school. So weak minded to say or even think about that. Pitiful really. Each individual human fought so hard to live, even before we knew it. And that we were the ones chosen to be born. That means something. We were all put on this planet for a reason. Even if it was just to mate and keep your blood line going. Its more then that though, enjoying yourself and experiencing what the Earth has to give. I need to get out more. xD Think I'll work out when I wake up tomorrow. Try to beat Okami some and such.

It sucks being impatient. But learning to be patient is a really nice thing. I can still see the bug bite on my arm.. man this post is going in every direction. Don't rush things or they'll end up crappy in the end. I'd know this from previous experience. You have to get to know people first before making rash decisions. It's helpful when people aren't attracted to you at first. Because then you can get to know them. I think thats what helped so much back in the day. I was able to get to know people, I wasn't as suave as I am now. Not to be really arrogant. It's true though. I believe you have to become friend's with someone first before going any further. Sol and I weren't that great of friends and that we didn't have much in common. Same with Danielle. Next time I won't mess up. I can't. I almost felt that I was using them to find out what I want, and I had no intentions of doing so. I wasn't happy with just a relationship, I took that too seriously and didn't want in. Only sex doesn't work either because thats the only thing holding it together. There needs to be a small mix of both to make it just right.

Kinda feel bad too, Jesse hasn't been in a relationship for so long and he still seems to be holding it together quite well. Yet its only been a short amount of time for me and it almost seems like I'm losing it. Something to admire though, to be single and strong. I need to get to that point. I'm sure I'll feel amazing once I get there. Man.. I needed that rant. Going to move onto some RL stuff.

Metal Gear Solid 4 finally came out, game was amazing. Had little treats for MGS fans and stuff. Can't rant about that now.. too.. not motivated to do so.

The world was put here for us to experience it. Now go out there and enjoy life. Just because many people enjoy the world with someone else doesn't I have to as well. I need to go enjoy myself and stop sitting here at 3 in the morning ranting about it. Parents are about to get up. I need to start getting a decent sleeping schedule and waking up at a normal time. Okay, done. I need some fucking sleep. And if you're reading this right after I post it, you probably do too. Get some sleep! Over and out.

Welp.

2008-06-30T09:20:35Z

Finally updated my LJ layout. Only took me a year or so..

haven't been up to much, getting burnt up in this heat, working, MGS, hanging out.

Hopefully will have a very successful summer.

I know its only been a month but..

2008-04-25T01:17:11Z

I need another vacation.

I should make a new LJ layout too.

There.

2008-02-25T23:47:27Z

Now I'm done hurting girls. I'm done thinking I'm ready for a relationship when I'm not at all. No more fucking with people's feelings. I'm so god damn sick of hurting people. I never mean to, I just get into it and I change my mind. I'm an indecisive prick, which results in me being a douche bag. This goes out to all of my exs.

I'm sorry.

ffs

2008-02-25T20:26:27Z

I thought everything was working out well for me.. but I just happen to fuck everything up. I'm so fucking broken down right now.. I just got into ANOTHER fucking accident.. I was driving and minding my own business when the car in front of my slams on their brakes. I slam on mine too and end up hitting the back right end of the car. hitting my left mirror breaking it sending glass flying into my car everywhere. Sure was a bright fucking idea leaving the window open.. but if I didn't leave it open.. would I of had my car's window glass over me too? Scratching the front left side of my car.. not sure.. but anyways.. it's just so fucking stressful.. now my parents car insurance will go up for the.. third time? All because of their stupid ass clumsy son. Just the cop telling me "Oh you were following too closely and she was stopped, you weren't paying attention." I have to head up to the fucking court house AGAIN. I HATE GOING THERE. God fucking damnit.. I hate this so much..

Oh and what pisses me off so much more.. I went into town early to get my fucking debit card to work because I canceled one of my transactions which cut me from money for the whole god damn weekend. After this stupid fucking crash I go and it works perfectly fine.. so I just got in a fucking car wreck for no god damn reason. Left early, and it was working. Just having that glass fly at me.. not to over react but I might of inhaled some. It all happened in two fucking seconds.. and I got screwed over for a 175 dollar fucking infraction, increase of insurance. I already had so much on my fucking mind and now this. I'm so tired of all this shit. I want to get away from it all for a long time.. seriously..

Just started dating Danielle and I'm already feeling weird about it.. just like with Soleil.. so I'll probably just break up with her. Got her fucking hopes up for nothing.. all because I can't make up my fucking mind.. god damnit. I'm gonna lay down.. it seems thats all I'm good for lately. Just asking for pity too.. I'm god damn pitiful. All I'm doing is bitching, I'm done. Peace.

Hokay so there was Canadia, eh?

2008-02-19T23:46:43Z

Brit invited me along with her to go up to Canada to visit her boyfriend Marz. Well... he invited me too a while back. To go snowboarding, I requested the days off of work and we ended up heading up there. Went into town to pick Brit up, then up to smokey point to pick B up. It was pretty entertaining.. there was this car with a handicap sign on the back of it.. with another stick figure giving it head.. it was an awesome way to start off the trip. Picked B up and headed up on our way to Canadia. The trip up there was beautiful, the clouds were all so colorful and artistically placed. The sun was setting and when we got to the border it felt like we were driving for a long time since the sun was set and it became dark outside. When we got to the border I was a tad bit nervous. The guy didn't help either. Asking us multiple questions "Do you guys have a job?" I have one, but they don't. "How are you going to pay for snowboarding?" Almost thought he wouldn't let us through or something. He let us through a moment after and we headed our way over there. Heading down these strange roads with KM signs instead of MPH.. was kinda hard to get used to. But we ended up easily finding out way over there. Pretty sure Marz treated us out to dinner, we were tempted to go snowboarding that night but it was pretty late by the time we got there. I believe it was around 7. Forgot where we went that first night.. Boston's pizza? Yeah we went there first. The food was pretty damn good. We got there by sky train. Which was a really entertaining first experience. It would be odd to do that normally. The mall there was pretty cool, it was nice to have an anime shop there and a decent arcade. We played Mario Kart 2 which took pictures of us and placed the character's traits on each picture. Checked out the anime store and found this awesome poster of the Snake Eater cover. I didn't end up buying it until later. Checked out hats there and wasn't too impressed.. there was a cool Reno figurine though. Probably gonna pick that up at the con. We took the sky train back and.. what'd we do.. play some Melee I believe. Then we all went to bed, Marz and Brit in the room and B and I in the room next to it. Pretty much the gaming room. I didn't exactly fit on the couch but it was still pretty comfortable. B and I talked until about 3-4 in the morning and woke up around 6-7. Is when Huey came over to wake everyone up for our snowboarding trip up to Cypress. We all got dressed up and missed the first trip over there. Then waited for the next one. We had to haul a snowboard, boots, and my lil bag on three different rides. We first took the sky train, then this sea bus.. a bus.. thats a boat. It looked like a lot of people used it to commute. We had to run from the sky train to sea bus because we almost missed it. Then we had to run from the sea bus to the bus to the mountain because we almost missed that too. We made it in time though. We were all fucking tired and hungry because we hadn't gotten to eat yet. So it was a small group of hungry tired teenagers.. almost fell asleep on the bus there. When we got there we geared up and went to go get some food. Pretty pricey but it was worth it. Was so effin hungry. We ate and went back out to practice. B, Brit and I were not doin too well. Brit hit a sign goin 1 mph... which was pretty fucking cool. xD B seemed to kinda get the hang of it and had some pretty awesome biffs. I fell quite a few times myself. Brit wasn't really in the mood to go snowboardin.. but B and I still gave it a few more shots. We went up the bunny slope and both crashed trying to get off the lift. Then tried to learn to balance ourselves.. which didn't go over too well. We both crashed who knows HOW many times and B almost fell off this small cliff.. We got down the first time and I was sweating under my beanie so I rested down with Brit for a while. Then went back down again with Marz and kinda got the snowboarding part down. Hurt my toes really badly though. Felt really good getting the hang of it. Then B and I went back to rent some more boots, but we were too fucking tired. So we went back to return our shit and waited for everyone else. We took the trip back and didn't get sore just yet. But was still realllly tired. We went to Red Robins later and got some tastey burgers. I ended up paying for it though seeing how Marz was paying for practically.. everything. Felt like shit about that so I covered the meal. Brit still was feelin' pretty down. Felt bad for Marz and Brit because it was v-day... We got home later and.. forgot what we did. Forgot to say that B stayed home and didn' go to red robins. B was moving crap around and eating candy.. then.. I don't think too much happened. I think Brit and Marz had a lil quarrel which was quickly solved. I tried to sleep upstairs but it was way too fucking hot. So I came back down and went to bed. We woke up the next day and the soreness from the snowboarding kicked in. That was our day off. We chilled downstairs and I started playing Halo and Gears which I was swearing at.. which woke Brit up. xD So they woke up, and Brit started playing some Sims. Which was pretty entertaining to watch. We went upstairs and played some Rock Band, which was really fun to play again. Since we hadn't of played in quite a while. Pretty sure we ordered some pizza that day from Dominos too. What else did we do that day.. I think Brit and Marz left to go get some make up and B and I decided to stay. So we watched a movie and listened to the Mario RPG song Rawest Forest. Which was entertaining. Or was that saturday.. I fuckin forget. But either of the nights we played some LAN Halo and Halo 3. Friday I'm pretty sure was the LAN and stuff. Then the other day they went out. Yeahhhh. Watched some Howl's Moving Castle, then when they got back they wanted to watch 300 so we watched that then some Outlaw Star. <3 Which I wanna watch more of. I called work to see if I had the next day off, and I did so we stayed an extra night. The next day I just wanted to leave, I was kinda home sick and just wanted to go. B and I woke up around 10 and I was waiting to leave since then. Then Brit and Marz got up around 2 and we all ended up going to Denny's. I don't know why I was so impatient, but I was acting like a immature 5 year old who just wanted to get the fuck out. After we got denny's everyone was sitting around and I was feeling kinda pissed since I think they knew I wanted to leave. We ended up getting back and B and Brit told me they were staying. Would of been kinda nice to of been told that morning.. but it didn't hurt anyone. Finally ended up heading home which I got semi-lost. Only for a few minutes though, then found my way back home. Actually felt like a really short drive. Got home and unpacked and set up my MGS wallscroll. Which I ended up buying another one of the times we went back to the anime store. Besides that last day I had a really good time. I'm glad that Brit and Marz invited me along to hang out with them. And I owe Marz quite a bit for how much he paid for all of us. They're still up there and I do miss hanging out with them.. but its nice to be home.

Side news hrm.. sent Danielle a text on v-day from Brit's phone since mine can't do shit while roaming. Hung out the day after I got back. Can't wait for Brit and B to get back. Hopefully we'll be able to watch more Outlaw Star. I wanna hear on what I missed out on too Brit. :0 I think I missed a few things.. but my memory sucks ass. Gonna make a brawl layout when that comes out. Of each character of all the Brawl regulars, Buretto, Brit, etc. Peace.

Hokay so.

2008-01-15T03:47:29Z

Had quite a bit of fun the other day. I know if I don't post aboot it soon I never will. -lazy betch-

Woke up fairly early but didn't get to shower on saturday. I left and went to Brett's even with my lil' sniffley nose. Got thur and talked to his gramama a bit about who knows what.. Brett taking hours in the shower. xD Him only taking an hour shower instead of a three hour one.. so we go up to de ol' Uwajinmayas. God that place is cool, I felt as if I should of been cosplaying. Looked at the over priced music and such and was tempted to get a magazine.. but it was ohh.. 22 bucks. Fuck that. Got a lil anbu Kakashi key chain that I'll probably never use. <3 Wanted to get more but didn't have too much money. Bought some snacks and this cool.. bottle .. can. (Pix later) BOCAN. CATTLEBO! Who knows! Anywho.. Got some whistle candies too. <3 Pretty sure they were ramen flavored. Got some melon ramune too. <3 Was gonna share some with the parentals but I got greedy and drank em all. :B There was a REALLLY hot asian clerk there.. mhmhmmm. Brett and I were waitin in one line then we moved to the next because the lady there was hotter.. didn't seem too happy with her job though. xD I was picking up soldiers on MPO+ with the wi-fi connections around the area. got a good 20+ soldiers. Then we went to Pink Godzilla. Was gonna get some 20th anniversary lego MGS figures but they were 13 bucks a piece! FOR A LEGO GUY. Saw some other cool ones too but I hate getting something shitty. Lady was really cute there too.. OH there was a place across from it that had cool stuff but the hat I was gonna get (akatsuki) had this big dumb fucking looking logo on the front. Other then that it looked really cool. Gun Sword one was cool too but MY BIG FUCKING HEAD DIDN'T FIT. Pink Godzilla had some classic coo games. Can't wait to see her at the con. 8D Lady was hot there too btw. Didn' get nothin thur and went to a place called "Ginza". Really cool Japanese restaurant. We got seated in our own lil' separate room, a lot like the ones from Tenchi muyo where they get drunk. <3 Got some ramen and it was pretty fucking good. the sushi was real good too. Crunchy.. which was odd.. but once you get passed that its sooo good .. Toshi.. Soo good. One of Brett's relatives poured some soy sauce or somethin on the hot towels too.. was .. quite odd. lol. Hot asian chick there.. I swear it was hot asian chick day. <3 On the drive home I let Brett try River City Ransom, he loved. Got that for GBA. We got to Brett's house had some cake and booze. It was soo nice not drinking around people who their only goal is to get as shit faced as they can get. drinking around adults is nice. Had some.. rum and coke? And some jaeger bombs. I see now why Brett is so obsessed with those. Pretttty damn good. Sugar really gets to you though. Played some Guitar Hero, Rock Band, and some Melee with Brett's lil bro. Money means nothing later in RB.. all aboot the fans. Then Brett downloaded the River City Ransom emulator for NES and we beat that. Its sooo good. Beat'chou dumbass. Watched a really good ep of Naruto after that then played some COD4 for a few hours. Really tempted to buy that. Went to bed at 7, woke up at 1 and went to work.

Gooood fucking times. Gonna try to stay away from teens getting drunk.. xD

bob_omb @ 2007-12-31T03:20:00

2007-12-31T11:22:10Z

Boku no mimi ga kiboumasu ka?

P.S. didn' mean to use this avie just after Brit did.

ffs

2007-11-30T06:34:11Z

I just need to vent a bit.. trying to do some assignments that I didn't do earlier for my networking class. I try to do one assignment and can't find what its asking for. I try to move onto a new assignment and the same fucking thing happens. You thought I felt like shit after being left out.. failing gets to me even more. Not on games or shit like that, but when it comes to school or driving test and what not. It sends me into this deep depression... high fucking chances are that I'm going to fail or drop out of this class. Either way I'll end up owing my dad a good 250 bucks. So frustrated with myself.. I HATE failing. I can usually pull through with a D but it doesn't look like that will even happen this time.

God dammit. I need to get away.

Small nostalgic moments.

2007-11-25T21:02:30Z

So I was getting drunk last night for Liz's birthday. Everyone wanted Jesse to use his fake ID and we drove through where Chantel got married. I was totally unaware that he lived that close to the chapel thing. So I started flipping out and getting who knows how excited that there was the motel that we stayed in and such. Now that I think about it we could of probably stayed at Liz's. <-<; Jesse almost didn' get the booze but he pulled through. Sat there for who knows how many hours playin games and shit. Was a pretty good night. Even if it was just Nick, Jesse, Liz and I. Hrm.. not sure what else to post. Lip is fucking up, cutting my hair tomorrow. Bought a shit load of good movies for reallll cheap.

Its been a while..

2007-11-13T18:40:18Z

Since I have posted hur.

Just went on a jog, that was.. a bad idea. Fuckin' COL' outside son. Ears are freezin so I'm wearin' cans tryin to heat em up. It was a bad idea because how cold it was, but it was good. After being inside so much it was nice to go outside and experience the gorgeous water. The breeze from the beach felt really good. Should of brought a sweatshirt or somethin. I've been inside quite a while, I should really get out and experience the world more. Only live it once after all, I think I just need a better payin' job and I could do so. Partying is good and all but it seems like its just an excuse for people to act like idiots. Sure I still do it but sometimes.. I donno.

Saturday was.. okay. Sunday was pretty good, t'was a legendary 16 day. Even when chances are against you, it can end up pulling through anyways. Even though I got 4 hours of sleep or so it didn't change that it was a good day. Yesterday... just sucked. Didn't do diddly shit.

And women.. ung. One moment it seems everything is okay then the next it seems like there isn't anything there at all. Funny how shit can work like that. Or how others can lead people on.. just to get disappointed in the end. Thats also the other persons fault for not realizing where they're not wanted. YES, I could be over reacting which I probably am but I donno. S'my fault in some aspects.

Friends.. definitely fell apart. Like Brett said "Its funny how much that relationship held us together" as in Mandie and I. I wonder if it would of been the same if Mandie and I didn't date at all. I think we could all still hang out but I doubt it'd ever be the same again. We've grown apart as much as we hate to realize it. None of us had to move away either. I suppose thats how it works though, life will change as much as humans can hate change sometimes. Hrm.. don't think I had anything else in my mind on that walk. Stoked for the games coming out tomorrow. Gonna head up early so I can pick em up, andddd thats it. Over and out all.

Could you fuck me over any more?!

2007-10-03T16:48:22Z

Holy shit.. life could not get any fucking worse.

So let me see.. last three days have been fucking killing me. First of all parents were fighting the other night which wasn't helping. Then I find out I probably wont be able to do one of my classes so I'll end up failing it. On top of all of that I've sunk into a deep state of wanting someone. Last but not fucking least my bank loves to take forever to take out checks.. so I got fucked over. I got overdrawn 5 FUCKING TIMES. So they took out 100 god damn dollars.. I fucking really hate life. I could really get away... a con.. soon please. FFS SHOOT ME NOW.

Fuck it.

Ung.

2007-08-27T07:51:15Z

Its been.. a long day. Almost too long.

Okay so I wake up being a bit tired since I was irresponsible and stayed up too late. Drive up to Marysville WITH mapquest directions and still get lost. I get to the town on time, but end up in Everett and I show up to work 5 mins late. When I get lost, I get pissed off. So I worked there for five hours at their Hollywood since they're short people. After work I get some KFC and then head up to Bellingham. I get lost and drive around for 20 mins or so looking for the damn hospital. I finally find it and hang out with Jesse for a bit, its good to see him crackin' jokes and better. Had his surgery and he'll be fine, just needs to heal up. Hung out with him for two hours or so and attempt to go home. I ended up at the fucking border to Canada.. seriously. The cop was saying "You didn't notice any of the truck sized signs saying "Last exit before border?" made me feel pretty fuckin' stupid. So I drove about 200+ miles today and half of them unnecessary. Its official, I have no sense of fucking direction. My memory is terrible too.. and to top the fucking night off.. a cop pulled me over on the way home on the island telling me that my rear license plate lights were out... so today pretty much sucked ass.

During that long ass drive I thought of how nice it would of been to have a girlfriend along the ride. To be my sense of direction.. and my memory. My friends are there for me yes, and I love em' for it, but they cant fill that gap of some girl to be there for me.

Its still hard to think that I'm directionally retarded..

Was gonna hang out with Brett today but there was a bit of miscommunication. He didn't know I was up in Bellingham, and I wasn't informed that I was picking up Brit.

God I fucking hate driving.. I drove enough today to last the rest of the fucking week.. I'm lonely yet I don't have too much room to bitch because my friends have been lonely for a while and they're still up and strong. Just shows how emotionally weak I am it seems. I got lost.. THREE times today. 3.. SAN. Shit its pathetic.. always paying too much fucking attention to my friend's downsides to take a second to look at my own.

Doushite

2007-08-26T03:49:12Z

Jesse has appendicitis and is in the hospital.. they'll be doing surgery on em. =/

I'm a bit worried.