Current mood:	discontent
Current music:	Oasis - Morning Glory

Falling apart?
"Here's a thought for every man
Who tries to understand what is in his hands
He walks along the open road of Love & Life
surviving if he can

Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
Chained to all the places that he never wished to say
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
and as faced the sun he cast no shadow

As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride

Here's a thought for every man
Who tries to understand what is in his hands
He walks along the open road of Love & Life
surviving if he can

Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
Chained to all the places that he never wished to say
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
and as faced the sun he cast no shadow

As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride

And as he faced the sun he cast no shadow"

Some parts of that song are kinda how I'm feeling.

Well fuck.

I.. am glad that I'm stronger than I am. Sabishii ne. It sucks being so selfish. Just want someone to be there. Ya got friends but .. I'm repeating myself from previous post. I'm needy. Yet I make mistakes. How can you want something that you'll probably demolish? Ohhh man. I envy B. Being able to talk to someone he really cares about and they'll listen to everything you say and take it into consideration. Always got my LJ.

They have this new thing at work, where pretty much all of our best customers who have a .. subscription you could call it. To our store is getting fucked over. And its sad seeing all of our customers leave. Like the foreign family the Lagarde's. Donno why but I really like them and they canceled their MVP today. Made me pretty sad. Makes me semi-hate my job for all the shit that corporate pulls with our customers. Kinda throws me into a small depression. I really want to get college over with and get the hell out.

Well.. I need to stay strong and not hurt anyone. Selfish ways will not be good for others in the end.